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>>2860 (OP) 
Me except I'm not high strung and emotional and I just can't fall asleep for 5 hours unless I take melatonin

Four hours and a half this time. So many beautiful, brilliant, intoxicating thoughts. This world deserves nothing at all, yet, like a beaten dog, I still wish to give it my undying love.

	„Tell me, pray: how came gold to the highest value? Because it is uncommon, and unprofiting, and beaming, and soft in lustre; it always bestoweth itself.

Only as image of the highest virtue came gold to the highest value. Goldlike, beameth the glance of the bestower. Gold-lustre maketh peace between moon and sun.

Uncommon is the highest virtue, and unprofiting, beaming is it, and soft of lustre: a bestowing virtue is the highest virtue.‟
Friedrich Nietzsche, „Thus Spoke Zarathustra‟

>>2860 (OP) 
I truthed in bed for 5 hours

>>2860 (OP) 
Me except this isn't me

>>2861
Don’t take melatonin you can’t sleep without it because you have a dependence on it.

>>2899
I already can't sleep without it, I hadn't taken it for years and it got to the point where I'd lay in bed trying to fall asleep and I couldn't for a good 3-5h

Five hours again. If I don't learn music theory soon, this is going to be the death of me once I have to work around any sort of schedule.

Two hours in bed, I think I'm starting to get the hang of how this is going to work. It's 05.10 now.

Played Escape From Tarkov until 05.30, I could say fuck my nigger life right now but I'd rather be doing this than working a zob. I would've called it for the night hours ago if some player scav faggot camping in a corner didn't kill me on a damn good run, but I did kill him first and might've just made it if I didn't spent a few minutes floundering around trying to heal myself. Don't fall for the "Tarkov is an artfag game" meme like I did.

>>3318
Why can't you just shitpost like normal people?

>>3318
Did you figure out your sleeping problem?

>>3320
Not really.

>>3336
Are you properly nourished? Vitamins A through K, all minerals, complete proteins, omega 3, omega 6, water?

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I just let him kill me fuck my nigger life I'm such a worthless retarded piece of shit
>>3339
It's probably fine. I drink a couple litres of raw milk every week, that and pasteurised dairy products should at least keep my nutrient levels neutral between the grains**p my shit-for-brains parents stuff me with.

>>3340
Milk's good. That comment about grains is a little concerning, though. Are you getting any meat?

>>3341
No, there's not much point if it's cooked, store-bought muscle meat and I feel better physically and mentally without it.

Just drank 6 glasses of arabica coffee without sugar... feeling sleepy, going to bed soon

>>3342
So you're effectively vegetarian? Can't be too sure what you mean by "grains**p" but if you're only getting grains & dairy, you're probably deficient in quite a few categories-- fat & protein, most notably, but also in most vitamins save perhaps only for B2 & B12 as well as a large portion of minerals. That might be affecting you a little bit.

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>>3348

>>3349
Yeah, you should do this whenever your parents serve you that shit. geg.

>>3348
Either way, I don't WANT to have a sleep schedule or feel any healthier physiologically than I do now.
>>3349
Eyup.

>>3351
Okay.